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Deja Vu

2 min read
He left without a warning
Guess I should have seen that coming
Afterall, When was I ever understood?

He says he's really sorry
But I'm sick of all the lying
I'm sorry too, but I can't read your mind.

BRIDGE
I was right in trusting no one but myself
Because how could I possibly trust anyone else?
Now I feel...

CHORUS
Deja vu (deja vu),
Haven't I been to this cold lonely place before?
Feeling, deja vu.
It's taking everything to get over you.
And the lies that you told me. I've ended up feeling used again.

Tell me, do I pray on your mind?
Because you're on mine all the time
You say you love me, but that was a lie.

He's a beautiful disaster
Something so wrong that once felt right
But all he leaves me with is tears in the night.

I was right in trusting no one but myself
Because how could I possibly trust anyone else?
Now I feel...

Deja vu (deja vu),
Haven't I been to this cold lonely place before?
Feeling, deja vu.
It's taking everything to get over you.
And the lies that you told me. I've ended up feeling used again.


I was right, wasn't I?
That what we had was full of lies
Tear-stained eyes and haunted sighs
Sweetest smiles and pretty eyes

Deja vu (deja vu),
Haven't I been to this cold lonely place before?
Feeling, deja vu.
It's taking everything to get over you.
And the lies that you told me. I've ended up feeling used again.


Haven't I been to this cold lonely place before?
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Goodbye

3 min read


Goodbye

I thought I loved you
Before I even met you
But there was something I fell for, right or wrong.

People think I'm crazy
They don't know how you saved me
But despite your heroism, you don't love me

So this is goodbye
It's been nice knowing you
And your friendship worth fighting for
But now I'm walking out the door
Saying, goodbye
To all that I knew.

You told me you loved me
But you used those words lightly
You had no idea how much they meant to me

Thought I was your best friend
You told me everything
But I know I wish it could have stayed that way
(Until I fell for you)

So this is goodbye
It's been nice knowing you
And your friendship worth fighting for
But now I'm walking out the door
Saying, goodbye
To all that I knew.

Goodbye to you
And the way you would make me smile
And make everything right.
Goodbye to us
To everything we will never be
Before I screwed this up and thought of you as mine.
I wonder if you even knew...
Did you?

You told me you loved me
But you used those words lightly
You had no idea how much they meant to me

So this is goodbye
It's been nice knowing you
And your friendship worth fighting for
But now I'm walking out the door
Saying, goodbye
To all that I knew.


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Heartbeat

4 min read


Love is like a chest of treasure
Hard to judge and more to measure
Intricately hidden, rarely opened
Guarded hearts give in to hoping

And faith is like a golden key
That unlocks the chest, carefully
It sets you up, to be let down
But I always need it, all around.

BRIDGE
And maybe I found faith in you
You have the key to my heart
Because you helped me recover
From my last lover
You get my love, my soul and my advice.

CHORUS
Never back down,when enemies try to bring you to your knees
Never look back, when everything is there for you to seize
Never give up, when hope and faith are waiting for you to greet
Never hesitate, because you know I'd say 'yes' in a heartbeat.

Dreams are like a hazy spider's web
They catch you when you sleep and rest your head
Hopelessly hopeless, I was falling
I was doomed, but then you caught me.

Reality is there for you to tame
Is this real, or is this a game?
It could raise you up, or put you down
Crawling alone, clinging to the ground.

BRIDGE
And maybe I found faith in you
You have the key to my heart
Because you helped me recover
From my last lover
You get my love, my soul and my advice.

CHORUS
Never back down,when enemies try to bring you to your knees
Never look back, when everything is there for you to seize
Never give up, when hope and faith are waiting for you to greet
Never hesitate, because you know I'd say 'yes' in a heartbeat.


Fragile, pulsating
My heart's sick of waiting
It pounds, like a drum.
I'm young, I am yearning
The lesson I'm learning
Is to be spontaneous, when faced with love.
So...


Never back down,when enemies try to bring you to your knees
Never look back, when everything is there for you to seize
Never give up, when hope and faith are waiting for you to greet
Never hesitate, because you know I'd say 'yes' in a heartbeat.

Never lie down, when all you want to do is shout 'I love you!'
Never lose hope, if you are wounded you know what I will do
Never doubt me, we've got this far and I don't want to lose you
And you didn't hesitate, because I said 'yes' in a heartbeat

You know I'd say, 'Yes!'; in a heartbeat.


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Irrepairable

4 min read


Irrepairable.


Should've listened
Should've known
Should've realised you were never mine to own.
People told me
You were no good
Even though you did nothing wrong, we just don't work

Sould've acted
On impulse
Should've ran away before you got to me
But I didn't
And I stayed put
I let you make me believe in you, and us.

CHORUS
Just like water through my fingertips, I'm letting go
Telling everyone I'll get over you, even though I won't
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.
Just like magic in a fairytale, I believed in you
Every time you said "I love you", I believed that too
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.


Feels like holding
Onto glass
When the drop below is a long way to fall
It isn't safe
To hold on to
But the fall seems so far and very daunting.

Save me, I'm drowning
In heartbreak
Nothing numbs the pain I feel, all I do is ache.
I want to love
Not pretend
But all guys are the same, it seems. All they do is take.


CHORUS
Just like water through my fingertips, I'm letting go
Telling everyone I'll get over you, even though I won't
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.
Just like magic in a fairytale, I believed in you
Every time you said "I love you", I believed that too
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.

Just because I'm not easy, breezy
Sick of sleazy chat-up lines
Doesn't mean you can go hurt me, make me feel like this all the time.
I have virtues, do they hurt you?
I don't wanna lose you to someone uncaring when you could be mine...




CHORUS
Just like water through my fingertips, I'm letting go
Telling everyone I'll get over you, even though I won't
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.
Just like magic in a fairytale, I believed in you
Every time you said "I love you", I believed that too
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.

Just like ripples upon water, I'm reaching out
But you won't let me in and you can't hear me shout
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.
Just like magic in a fairytale, I believed in you
Every time you said "I love you", I believed that too
And everytime this happens, my heart becomes irrepairable.

I believed in you and look what you did...
I'm irrepairable.

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Let It Rain

3 min read


Let It Rain

Bring on the rain, let it rain
May it wash away my pain
May it drown every sad thought.
Bring on the rain, let it rain
Bring on the cold mist from above
Hold me close because I've had enough
I have never had or held love.
So let it rain.

I'm sitting here, quietly; waiting for the rain to fall
Dwelling on my innermost secrets.
I'm tracing my fingertips across a wall, just
Absentmindedly forgetting you.

Right now a storm would be nice
Something to distract me

Bring on the rain, let it rain
May it wash away my pain
May it drown every sad thought.
Bring on the rain, let it rain
Bring on the cold mist from above
Hold me close because I've had enough
I have never had or held love.
So let it rain.

I'm debating whether to write you a letter just
To tell you everything I never said.
But I'll continue to forget you if I must
Even though it breaks my heart, so much.

And right now, a storm would be nice
Something to distract me.
I'll summon a river or flood,
Just to submerge me.

Bring on the rain, let it rain
May it wash away my pain
May it drown every sad thought.
Bring on the rain, let it rain
Bring on the cold mist from above
Hold me close because I've had enough
I have never had or held love.
So let it rain

Let it rain
Let it erase everything
Let me rewind and amend us
Let me go back to when I didn't know you.
Release the downpour.
So bring on the rain.

Bring on the rain, let it rain
May it wash away my pain
May it drown every sad thought.
Bring on the rain, let it rain
Bring on the cold mist from above
Hold me close because I've had enough
I have never had or held love.
So let it rain x 2.


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